Tuesday, February 15, 2011 
Aimless
Dear forgotten diary,
I have a confession to make. You know, people sometimes feel so helpless and dont know which way they should go in life. I totally get that feeling right now. Im graduating (very soon) and I honestly dont know what I should choose for the next step.
If I were the past me I would totally say "Hack la I will just work for the rest of my life, I hate studying!". But now, Im having second thoughts (in fact its hundreds of thoughts). I dont know what is and will be my ideal job. I dont know what kind of permenant job will make me feel happy and interesting for the next few years. Also, working in the "free labours department" has made me realised that getting a diploma is not good enough to get a good job with decent pay.
Thus, I have decided to go for a degree. BUT what degree should I get?!?!?! I really hate it when I have to make these big decisions and I will start to become paranoid and panic for no reason. "What if I made the wrong choice?" "What if I cannot finish my degree?" "What if this is not what I want?" WHAT IFS WHAT IFS?!?!
Ok I feel better now. I love my family they rocks. Wanted to upload a photo but I got lazy.
BYEBYE my diary!!
I have a confession to make. You know, people sometimes feel so helpless and dont know which way they should go in life. I totally get that feeling right now. Im graduating (very soon) and I honestly dont know what I should choose for the next step.
If I were the past me I would totally say "Hack la I will just work for the rest of my life, I hate studying!". But now, Im having second thoughts (in fact its hundreds of thoughts). I dont know what is and will be my ideal job. I dont know what kind of permenant job will make me feel happy and interesting for the next few years. Also, working in the "free labours department" has made me realised that getting a diploma is not good enough to get a good job with decent pay.
Thus, I have decided to go for a degree. BUT what degree should I get?!?!?! I really hate it when I have to make these big decisions and I will start to become paranoid and panic for no reason. "What if I made the wrong choice?" "What if I cannot finish my degree?" "What if this is not what I want?" WHAT IFS WHAT IFS?!?!
Ok I feel better now. I love my family they rocks. Wanted to upload a photo but I got lazy.
BYEBYE my diary!!
ranted at 10:15 PM 
