HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY LAOPA!! :DDD


TADA! presenting durian laopa cake =))
laopa: wa my looks got so old meh, getting older and older liao.
me: u got see someone getting younger and younger before meh =P


inserted candles on its hair and added birthday eggs made by my mom.
the cake looks so funny now LOL.


my cute laopa posing =))
laopa: WOAH FIVE CANDLES AH! i thought i 30 years old only?
me: ya you're 30 years old.... 20 years ago hahaha xD


i wonder why he loves to make funny faces when taking photos =.=


my dad and mom =D

did my jap presentation today. oh yeah i screwed it badly =.= need to study for next week's jap test ZZZZZZ..... i suddenly regretted taking jap as the teacher really cmi one lor.

im having terrible backaches now, helpppp =((

my sister came back from camp!! :DD
asked her to help me mop the floor hahaha =)

i was halfway doing my overdued econs online assignments now omg =.=
shall do the last one and do the rest next time. and i have one econs test and one maths test tomorrow OMG =.=
must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!!
ZZZZ i wana sleep now but i cant =.=

Reasons why i cant sleep yet:
1) i need to finsh the econs assignment.
2) i need to revise econs notes for tomorrow's test.
3) i need to practise maths questions.
4) i need to finish my dinner/supper.
5) i need to wash the whole mountian of dishes and plates.
6) i need to remove the dried laundry from the bamboo poles.
7) i must remember to bring my calculator and maths table!!
8) should i sweep the floor? =.=

im doing all the housechores now because my mother decided to take a "short" break of one month claiming that she has a lot of wedding dinners/events to attend =( so yup, she wont be at home for a month and i've became a temporary part-time housewife =.=
i forgot all about the housechores yesterday and i had to do it from 1+am to 3+am because i only remembered to do it before i go to sleep. i need my sister badly! =( she's in camp now and i have to do all these alone =(((
ok i shall stop ranting and just do it =) i can do it! i can be a full-time student and temporary part-time housewife at the same time! i must do it! god my beauty sleep =.=


boyfriend bought me a pink mini bolster after he came back from malacca =) its cute but too small for me so im like hugging it with my stinky long bolster which is passed down from my father LOL. i feel so happy just by looking at it, so pinkkkk! :D LOL.

ok i need to continue doing my assignment. msn please dont came near me because i hate u =.= i need concentration!!! ;DDDDDDDD

didnt go Swensens in the end because my sister forgot to bring the swensens voucher =.=

our class earned a total profit of $110 yay! :DD
but the money is not going into our pockets lol =.= felt quite good that im doing my part to help people of my age group haha =)

and I HATE MY BOYFRIEND! he is enjoying himself in Malacca now while i have to stay at home to do assignments =(
ok im just joking! boyfriend is very good to me because he gave me $10 claiming that its the money for my lunch/dinner, god i feel so weird getting forced by him to take the money lor =.= i wont starve to death what =.=

i should be praying now because im scared that he will get killed by a white tiger if he happens to go to the zoo over there. im like super shocked when i heard the news lor, i didnt know singapore zoo will have this kind of incident man. it seems so safe to live in singapore. oh well now i know that i must protect myself from tigers and lions and and crocodiles =.=

im so going to swensens! will be going there with my sister later yay! :DD

hello all =) tomorrow or shall i say today is.................
CCN DAY!!! :DD

its an event to help raise funds for the needy students in TP =)
and there is NO NEED for donations! just buy anything from our students, be it a muffin, a cake, a hotdog or even sweets, u are already helping the needy students because ALL the profits will automatically go into the CCN fund =) its that easy! just buy what u like and u will be helping them to raise funds! every single dollar counts so let's do our part and buy buy buy! :DD

we welcome anyone to visit TP! whether u are young or old or handsome or pretty or fat or skinny we dont mind =) anyone can do their part for the needy students =D u dont have to be a TP student to participate in this event! come visit our school k :D the needy students needs help from everyone to pay for their school fees. people who are the more fortunate ones should help them out as education is very important yup?

my class will be selling puddings and cupcakes =DD wanted to do car wash and car waxing initially but our care person said that a lot of classes are doing that =.=

must come and support hor!! i hope i will be super busy selling all the cupcakes and puddings hahaha =))


went to eat fish & co. with boyfriend and his cousins =) went to watch Madagascar 2 aftermath. a cute and funny show, but i prefer kungfu panda more lol =D

remember to SUPPORT CCN DAY!! thanks thanks :DD
the event will start at 12pm and will end at around 4-5pm =)

i've always wanted to get a puppy since young.

i remembered i was in primary 5/6 during that time and i watch animal planet everyday. that's when i saw how beautiful huskys are on tv: a coat of nice beautiful fur and a pair of icy blue eyes. i thought to myself,"wow i dont know dogs can look so cool by nature man, i must get one when im older."

i used to be afraid of large dogs because i got bitten by one when i was playing with her puppies. she bit my butt =.= must be thinking that im bullying her puppies =.= the pain is so intense that i really thought her teeth drilled holes thorugh my butt man. i cried immediately and ran towards my mom and asked her to check whether my butt has any holes/bleedings. thank god there's no holes lor! im only around 6 years old during that time and i dont want to have any holes in my butt for the rest of my life LOL.
once bitten twice shy. no wonder i can still remember it clearly up till now.

i wana get a puppy when im in the 20s/30s hahaha! wont get one now because i know i wont have the time and responsibility to take good care of it. cant get a husky because i live in a HDB flat so i wana get something small and cute like:


a Pomeranian! :D cute, white and fluffy omg i want!


or a Toy Poodle! :D cute, white and fluffy too LOL.

hopes that xinyi's husky will get well soon =)

omg my psps group powerpoint look so chim =.=

i bought a new mirror! :D
love it totally because its bigger than my previous mirror and because boyfriend paid for it LOL.
thanks ah dear =)


i have a purple fan at home, soo random haha :D
will continue to use the cracked mirror's comb, ahh dont bear to throw it away =.=

and there's two pairs of socks stucked in my bag now because boyfriend brought it for his cousins to play bowling but they didnt play bowling in the end. omg i feel so weird having to carry socks around in my small bag lol.

watched soccer at his cousin's house again. actually its quite boring leh, but when someone's going to strike a goal its like so exciting LOL. the poor goal keeper's face got kicked by his opponent's player. omg i can feel his pain lor =.=

and yup i've learnt my lesson: do not be too nice to people because they will bully u and take your kindness for granted.
this is true ok! im sure xinyi agrees too because she have the waiting experience before but i think mine's like worse than hers LOL xD


im a happy girl :D
because i know that there's still some people out there who really cares for me =)

yeah right im rude im ill tempered im exaggerating im stuborn im ridiculous WADEVER.
defend her if u all want to.
I WILL STILL MAKE MY STAND.
u all dont know the whole story ok?

i was kind towards her when we were still friends ok!

when she asked for my ezlink so that she could go for clubbing i lend it to her IMMEADIATELY. she returned it to me afterwards, but she lend it from me again after a few days. it was december and i travel a lot during that time. she didnt give me a spare ezlink and i have to use coins everytime i take a bus. BUT I STILL LEND IT TO HER WILLINGLY because she's my friend. my daily transport fees during that time totaled up to more than $4 because i've no ezlink BUT I DIDNT COMPLAIN.
I SWEAR I DIDNT COMPLAIN FOR THE FIRST FEW DAYS. why? because i trusted her. because i thought that she will return it to me asap like what she said.

but what happened? days have past... and still no sign of my card.
even my boyfriend got fustrated because he had to help me find coins everyday =.= initially he told me not to lend her my card, but i ignored his advice. why? BECAUSE I TREATED HER AS MY FRIEND AND I WANA HELP HER.

after that more than one week have gone.... still no sign of my card. getting fet up of all the transport fees i have to pay and the troublesome it caused, i kept rushing her to give it back to me. one day, she said she will pass me back went she come back to bedok and i waited for her at a coffeeshop. i waited and waited for one hour..... no sign of her. so i messaged her and she replied asking me to wait a little longer. so i waited because I TRUSTED HER. but guess what? after more than 4 hours of waiting for her, SHE DIDNT TURN UP.
my father even called me up serveral times because its already midnight. i called her up BUT I CANT GET THROUGH HER PHONE. called for many times but its still the same. CAN U IMAGINE IT YOURSELF? i waited so long for her and she didnt turn up, with her phone off somemore =.=

so i went home with all the nasty emotions in my heart. I CANT STAND IT, really. i treated her nicely but what did she did to me? and on top of that, she DIDNT even explain to me why she didnt turn up at all. ITS AS IF SHE THOUGHT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO BUT TO WAIT FOR HER HIGHNESS TO TAKE HER MOTHERFUCKING TIME TO RETURN MY CARD. she even used up the value in my ezlink without topping it back after using, how inconsiderate uh?

so yup i EXPLODED like a volcano when i finally got back my card. not even a word "sorry" from her man. she just left some coins beside me and walked away. WILL U GET ANGRY IF U WERE IN MY SHOES? when i asked why she didnt turn up after i waited for hours, she said that she quarrelled with her bf blah blah blah...
as if i will believe her man! will u believe this kind of excuse when u were mad like crazy? she really got over my limit of tolerance already. even if its the truth she should have told me first right? why cant she tell me the reason? why must i ask her first? shouldnt she be the one who take the initiative to explain things to me?

so yep... it all started because i was kind-hearted to lend her my stuff.
but what did i get in return? NOTHING GOOD AND EVERYTHING BAD.
no thank u, no sorry, no wadsoever.

NOTHING.

oh forget it. nobody understands what i've felt. everyone only knows how to defend her. ya im the bad girl here. im the baddie while she's the victim alright? go and pity her ok. everyone please scold me because im BAD. im not KIND im not CARING im a HEARTLESS girl =)

omg my cookies turned out weird and too sweet because there's too much chocolate =.=
my father even commented that it looks like shit lor =.=

feeling super sad now because my beloved comb+mirror's mirror cracked =(

it's not because i looked at the mirror too much so it cracked hor!
it must have became tired after serving me for years LOL.
i wonder which place will sell the same exact piece man zzzzz =(


likes this ribbon a lot because its made up of tiny ribbons so cool =)
would be nicer if it were pink instead of yellow =/
but pink ribbon is for breast cancer one haha xD

and im gonna announce a shocking news that winston got CHICKEN POX! :D
congrats to him!! after waiting for 17 years he finally got it and gets 2 weeks mc LOL :DD
im so happy because he gets to feel the itchness and all HAHAHA =X
ok im joking ok! =.=
get well soon =)



I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! HE ROCKS =D

gonna post something emotional so please skip this thanks thanks =D

life's wonderful because i have a bunch of wonderful classmates :DD
totally love them lor! especially the times when we crowd together for the lastest gossips LOL. and i realised that guys gossip a lot too, but it still cant beat their interest in looking out for babes every single second =.= no wonder there's a saying that all guys are lecherous and horny bastards.

i gonna change into angry mode now because this is really getting on my nerves even though it happened two weeks ago.

life's a bitch because there's a barking female dog attacking innocent people for no reason. if u happen to read this then good for u because im typing this for a reason. actually i intend to forgive u for what u did to me in the past by replying your message etc. BUT i totally regretted having the thoughts of being friends with u again, TOTALLY. i cant believe u were so unreasonable to the extent of scolding some shit like "people just don't really make effort on what they can do" and "people were just choosing the fun entertainment since they had to pay money anyway" on your blog.

like hello? what's wrong with not having enough money to pay for all those events? if i were to go for both i would have to spend more than $50 in a day which is really ridiculous given the amount of pocket money i have each month. and i have to spent money for her birthday gift too. including the time and effort i put in for her birthday, i dont see why u can scold me as "people who dont make effort on what they do".

i chose the fun entertainment because i can proceed to cut birthday cake with her after that. i admit that i personally prefer going for fun entertainment but if u all were to go for it first and then dinner aftermath im sure i will go for the dinner instead.

furthermore, my 2nd semester just started(during that time) and i need money to buy all the textbooks which totals up to $100+. i told huimei about it and she understands, so i dont see why u must bark so loud when u are not even trying to understand the situation. AND I HATE TO BORROW MONEY. shut your trap about the borrow money thing, i totally dislike it unless its emergency k. and what's your financial difficulty man? buying new books or buying new clothes? it must be the latter i guess.

so yup, please go home and fuck yourself with cucumber or wadever shit instead of being some unreasonable bitch. u betrayed my trust before and im not gonna let u have the second chance of betraying me. AND PLEASE DONT COME AND TELL ME THAT THE POST IS NOT REFERRING TO ME. only me, corin, my boyfriend and his friend went for the fun entertainment thing instead of both. so dont come and act pityful cause i wont fall for it =) anyway even if u're not refering to me so what? i will still voice out my opinion as a third party.

oh its your birthday uh? happy birthday female dog =) im so sorry i forgot to buy doggie treats and dog chain for u =(


ok enough of all these =) will be trying out the new cookie recipe tomorrow with extra dark chocolate added yums =D

found this when i was browsing through my pics.
omg it happened wayyy back in July =.=







Conclusion no. 1: Derek is very stupid.
Conclusion no. 2: Derek has an old heart.
Conclusion no. 3: Derek will do anything to get what he wants, and that includes stripping naked WOOHOO~~! :DD


And therefore Derek is WEI SHENG MIAN BOY BOY! xD

OMG i almost died when im editing the html because the codes are sooo messy that i get giddy by just looking at it =.=
but im quite happy with the results! :D
gotta let boyfriend see HAHAHA =)

YO im cuii =D
14/05/1991
TP BZE K806
currently attached to ♥samy tan♥